Day 8:
Last night, I got my shipment of NAC. I'm excited to see how it works. But then I get scared that it might not work... It says it's only 50% of people find it helpful. Also, my mom and I were in CVS (a drug store in case they don't have them in your state) and I walked by the women's rogain. I had been thinking that it might help me before, I just never actually picked it up. I only pull the little hairs growing back, so maybe, if I use this, it'll help them grow really fast and I won't have the urge to pull them. But, as always, my brain goes through every pessimistic option the situation has. So, I think, "Or you've damaged the follicles too much and they just won't grow back at all." I asked my mom and she bought it for me. Then I noticed that it said it may change the texture or color of the hair. I thought, "Well, if it becomes thicker, then I'm only going to want to pull it more..." But my mom calmed me down and I figured I'd might as well give it a try. So far, though, my hair's coming in so nicely. I can't wait til I can wear pigtails again!
Tonight, my mom wasn't in the room and, without realizing it I pulled a hair from my hairline. I was horrified once I realized what I'd done. I didn't have the urge to pull anymore because I was so upset with myself. But, I'm not going to let this lapse take away everything these 8 days have given me.
DFTBA,
-Ash
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